lyrics

BESIDE MYSELF

Beauty subsides as this path I follow turns to storm.
Flowers and roses and lovely colors fail.
Rain falls and pours down on my skin;
sunshine cannot peak in.

I feel so alive and cold inside (cold inside).
December's gone and my heart is torn away (away).
This thought that I have of you in my head (in my head);
it won't go away, it'll never go away.

Scared and helpless, lost and alone.
He gave up everything long ago.
He lifts his head to find the light,
it is gone.

I feel so alive and cold inside (cold inside).
December's gone and my heart is torn away (away).
This thought that I have of you in my head (in my head);
it won't go away, it'll never go away.

The path of a child, the path of my dreams
turns to stone, leaves me.
I am abandoned as the path is torn,
nothing but fear and broken sky.
Pick up the pieces, I run and I run.
I fall, the distance overtakes me.
I am seeking remedy.
(I'm beside myself,
once again I swear)

I feel so alive and cold inside (cold inside).
December's gone and my heart is torn away (away).
This thought that I have of you in my head (in my head);
it won't go away, it'll never go away.